I am very sorry, no flaming please.

Lakewood · 03-12-2007, 01:06 PM

Im sorry for acting like a jackass and getting on everyones nerves. I know this is not an excuse but ive been on drugs ( mostly pills ) for about 2 years now and have recently decided I need to kick the habit before I screw things up even more.

**Modulistic** · 03-12-2007, 01:08 PM

holy red ink.

good luck with the pills man

**DanWS6** · 03-12-2007, 01:26 PM

Good luck man.

**ss~zoso~ss** · 03-12-2007, 01:27 PM

good luck, hope u arent screwing around again and taking advantage of good willed people on this forum

**SexOnWheels** · 03-12-2007, 01:39 PM

Everyone deserves a second chance.

Just keep your nose (and your posts) clean from now on and you should be fine, if not you will have to follow Kage to tech!

**FuxOnTheFirstDate** · 03-12-2007, 01:55 PM

Originally Posted by Lakewood

Im sorry for acting like a jackass and getting on everyones nerves. I know this is not an excuse but ive been on drugs ( mostly pills ) for about 2 years now and have recently decided I need to kick the habit before I screw things up even more.

Smoke weed instead. Then you can be all "chill" and mellow like I am. Well, unless I get into an argument with Bigrus. Then I blow my top because we never agree on anything. Ever.

**FuxOnTheFirstDate** · 03-12-2007, 01:56 PM

Originally Posted by SexOnWheels

Everyone deserves a second chance.

Just keep your nose (and your posts) clean from now on and you should be fine, if not you will have to follow Kage to tech!

LOL Tech is NOT for bored people who want to screw around. Saying "excuse me" will get you shit canned over there.

**Stone** · 03-12-2007, 02:00 PM

Yea good luck.....but if you are taking advantage im pretty sure you'll be banned for this one.

**9t8z28** · 03-12-2007, 02:34 PM

Good for you! It takes an even bigger man to admit his faults!

**secondgearscratch** · 03-12-2007, 02:40 PM

Originally Posted by Lakewood

Im sorry for acting like a jackass and getting on everyones nerves. I know this is not an excuse but ive been on drugs ( mostly pills ) for about 2 years now and have recently decided I need to kick the habit before I screw things up even more.

We all love you man. we just get pissed because youre so random.

you should just drink beer......thats what i do and it seems to be working out.

it takes a big man to admit he's slipping up. Much respect lakewood.

**my5thNewUsernameHere** · 03-12-2007, 02:42 PM

I will do no flaming beyond the hot sauce thread.

**bmyers** · 03-12-2007, 02:42 PM

you should just do heroin, thats what i do.

**astyles** · 03-12-2007, 02:48 PM

good kuck kid

**Dax** · 03-12-2007, 03:04 PM

Originally Posted by Lakewood

Im sorry for acting like a jackass and getting on everyones nerves. I know this is not an excuse but ive been on drugs ( mostly pills ) for about 2 years now and have recently decided I need to kick the habit before I screw things up even more.

What kind of pills, and how often?

**ss~zoso~ss** · 03-12-2007, 05:53 PM

Originally Posted by secondgearscratch

We all love you man. we just get pissed because youre so random.

you should just drink beer......thats what i do and it seems to be working out.

it takes a big man to admit he's slipping up. Much respect lakewood.

lol, u drinking now?

Lakewood · 03-12-2007, 06:21 PM

Basically to make a long story short, last friday I got realy messed up on pills and on top of that I was drunk. You may think this is funny but, I started to think like my Ex gf that I was trying to get back together with was an alien and tried to put an anal probe in me. So I punched her in the face not once but twice. She has forgivin me but...... i feel so bad and ashamed I cant even talk to her. I think im now severly depressed and need medication. Ive had suicidal thoughts and I really dont know what to do. Im not asking for your concern but it feels better to tell type this for some reason.

**9t8z28** · 03-12-2007, 06:28 PM

Well, if you talk to her, it will help you get over being ashamed, and you will feel less depressed about it. She forgave you, now make an honest effort to reform.

**Dax** · 03-12-2007, 06:45 PM

Originally Posted by Lakewood

Basically to make a long story short, last friday I got realy messed up on pills and on top of that I was drunk. You may think this is funny but, I started to think like my Ex gf that I was trying to get back together with was an alien and tried to put an anal probe in me. So I punched her in the face not once but twice. She has forgivin me but...... i feel so bad and ashamed I cant even talk to her. I think im now severly depressed and need medication. Ive had suicidal thoughts and I really dont know what to do. Im not asking for your concern but it feels better to tell type this for some reason.

I'm concerned, I'm concerned. What kind of pills were they?

Lakewood · 03-12-2007, 06:50 PM

Originally Posted by Dax

I'm concerned, I'm concerned. What kind of pills were they?

Lot of tripple Cs,Xanax bars,Oxycontin. Somtimes I would crush them and snort them to. Oh and also ive sipped on that syrup many times if you know what I mean.

**Dax** · 03-12-2007, 06:53 PM

Originally Posted by Lakewood

Lot of tripple Cs,Xanax bars,Oxycontin. Somtimes I would crush them and snort them to. Oh and also ive sipped on that syrup many times if you know what I mean.

I don't know what you mean but it's okay, that list impressed and scared the hell out of me.

Kudos to you for empowering yourself before you wreck yourself.